How can one person whom I haven't met yet cause me so much distress? I'm losing my mind, losing control. He isn't aware of what he does to me. I'm dying and rotting in the inside. My green-eyed monster lurks around waiting for the perfect chance to attack. He seems to get me every time. No matter how many reminders I leave myself, the doubt is over bearing and contagious. My heart seems to take a harder blow to the ground each day and honestly I don't know how I am surviving this torture. Love is such a beautiful pain. Miles away and everything you do is so close to my heart. Every hit hurts as if it's close to me. The emotional pain is just too much. I don't want to let go. You speak poetry that makes me melt. I would let my pride fall to the ground just so we can be together. My morals would be on the line of disappearing. All for you, but it seems that you fail to realize what I feel. What I need from you...that I need you by my side. I see your hand fading from my reach. As the wave comes closer you swim in deeper, harder for me to see you. Your grasp disappears as the wind comes to take you and I feel is my heart hurting for your presence. Call this silly, call me pathetic. I believe that relationships are worthless and you seem to make this more believable. The reality of it all doesn't seem appealing. The teardrops won't fall but my face feels moist. Time is just a reminder of what is being lost. So many things to express but no breathe to use. Sometimes I wish you could just read my mind. Just know exactly what I am feeling, but you won't unless I tell you. Your ears seem to be shut anyways, my mouth would be speaking in sign language. P A I N and L O V E. How similar and different you are.
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