Thursday, June 21, 2012

Mixed emotions

I'm not sure what I am going through at the moment.  I feel so lost and confused.  The world that I use to be so familiar with is at a blur.  I am no longer sure of what my future holds.  I everything that I have dreamed of is fading away.  I don't feel like I used to feel, I feel sad...depressed.  I always argue that depression is just a state of mind.  An allusion of the mind to distract of what life brings to you.  I need guidance, God where are you?  Or is it me that needs to find you?  I need more than a hug.  I need life and soul again.  Save me from my own distress.