Who knew that I would be put in on of these situations. He is from Michigan and I am from California. We met online, Call of Duty: Black Ops. We text and have phone calls every day. We argue and annoy the hell out of each other over the most stupidest and smallest things. I can't stand a day without hearing from him or speaking to him. Just over a couple months and I feel like I have met my other half. Nothing compares to this guy. He makes me smile, laugh and giggle all the time. He manages to make me smile even when I am mad at him. I can't wait till he comes, he said he will come during spring break. He says he can't wait too see me & I definitely can't wait to see him. I have been reading endless ldr posts & it just makes me miss him even more. I wish I had the opportunity to see him and just be close to him. One thing that I most hate about this, is the jealousy. He talks about other chicks and how they spend time with him and blah blah blah. There is nothing more in this world that I would love to do then to be able to spend a couple minutes with him. Just to feel his skin, his taste, smell his aroma. My heart flutters when he calls me. I could stare at his pictures for the longest and feel this nostalgic feeling in my heart. It begins to hurt and my stomach starts revolting and it begins to tighten. It could be one of the worst feelings in the world. I haven't felt this way before. Why must he be so far away and not at my reach? Every night I dream about being close to him. His arms around me, carrying me .....we are on the phone right now. The biggest smile is on my face :D goodnight everyone.
