OMG.  HE IS COMING TO SEE ME DURING THE WEEKEND.  I am so excited to finally see him.  I have been waiting for this day for the longest!  I can't wait, nerves excite just thinking about it.  I haven't told anyone yet, but I'm going to tell my friends.  When he was telling me, I couldn't believe him.  HE IS COMING TO CALIFORNIA ALL THE WAY FROM MICHIGAN.  I love this man.  I couldn't sleep last night because I kept thinking about our encounter.  A million questions popped into my head.  My baby is coming to see me.  I hope to God that nothing interferes with his plan.  I am already happy, excited, nervous & if doesn't come it will all turn into disappointment and depression /: haha  What a great way to start springbreak.  I LOVE YOU BABY.  I love life right now.  What can get better than this?


HE DIDN'T COME THAT WEEKEND OR ANYTIME DURING MY SPRING-BREAK LIKE HE SAID HE WAS.  I NEVER FELT SO DISAPPOINTED IN MY LIFE THE DAY I FOUND OUT HE WASN'T COMING.