I'm sitting here waiting for his text that says that he wants to talk to me, but I know that is not gonna happen tonight. There is this feeling looming over me. I don't know how to control it. I just wish he was by my side ad sometimes I wish I never let this get this far. Who knew that it would be this difficult? I sit here wishing he could reassure me every time a small doubt crept into my mind, every negative feeling that makes my stomach turn into endless vicious circles over and over again. If only he knew the effect he has on me. It's almost magic, evil but beautiful. Honestly, I don't know what to think.
How can I continue to live this way? To let myself be pushed around like a rag doll. Damn these love songs. How you make me want to crawl in a fetus position and hold myself tight. Reassure myself that this is just a moment and hard time. For me and him...hopefully.
Goodnight with a kiss.
How can I continue to live this way? To let myself be pushed around like a rag doll. Damn these love songs. How you make me want to crawl in a fetus position and hold myself tight. Reassure myself that this is just a moment and hard time. For me and him...hopefully.
Goodnight with a kiss.
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